My dear friend Malai and I decided we wanted to take our paranormal discoveries and questions to a deeper level. I will continue to update on our mystical findings. This past weekend we ventured to an old beautiful cemetery, it was dark and raining and I was scared. I do not have Malai's pictures just yet but I will tell you, she took a certain picture and I RAN!! I have always been extremely interested in the paranormal world, orbs, ghosts, etc. Yet, I have yet to see a real and true picture of a ghost. Well, Malai got that picture and it is shocking!! As soon as I have it, I will share it with all of you.

I have always felt as though something out of the ordinary was attracted to my being. This rings true when I see orb's in many pictures of my friends and family. Yes, I do believe that most orbs are dust particles, rain, etc. I do not believe the majority of what I catch is that though. These are orb's of beautiful energy, emerging with white, green, red and blue. I feel their presence, these are not dust.

Here is a few of the beautiful orbs I captured on our experiment. There is one picture in particular, Malai with a blue type of mystical smoke above her head. I have not seen this in any picture before. Let me know what your opinion is and also has anyone picked up red dots?? I went back through my footage and noticed quite a bit of glowing red dots, I am confused about them because they are not the same colors of most of the orbs.

Enjoy and I will post more when I have them :)

xoxoxoxo May your day be filled with Positive Loving Thoughts.

Stephy Brown

It is all about Love.

As I awoke this morning...I looked out and YES...it is the First Real day of Spring. How beautiful it is...Just a pure stillness in the air!! It took me back to the summer when I found this picture!! Summer 2007, I was out on my back deck..(sun basking as it was 104 degrees outside)when I looked up and saw a cloud with a rainbow on it. It was so...strange and beautiful I decided I would take a picture.

I didn't upload my pictures for a few weeks and when I did I couldn't believe my eyes!! It almost looks like a tunnel to heaven...huh?? How do you explain this picture?? It is so..full of wonder and beauty!

Enjoy this beautiful day!!

xxoxoxoxo stephy

The Greatest Gift, Part 3

A gift in April of 2009. I was at my mom's house and my step-dad Jack was telling me of an estate sell he had went to and how he wanted to go back today because everything was half off. I asked if I could tag along. I woke up early went over there..and we headed off to the sale this morning.

As I walked in I immediately felt sad...I saw my grandma's gnomes (just like them anyways). I grabbed the only one that wasn't all chipped up. I started walking and thinking about them again..as I always do...but today was different. I started thinking about the cups (Snow White) I drank out of at their house and when they moved Grandma gave them to me....through the years I have lost all but one of them and have felt so..guilty and sad that I did not still have them. I have looked them up on Ebay but for the 4 of them they were like 40 bucks...and I don't have the kind of money where I could justify spending 40 bucks on cups!! Anyways...every time I am at a thrift store or yard sale I look for them....in fact I wonder now...do I have a reason to go to the thrift store??

So while walking around I just felt sad...but in a good way..if that is at all possible...bittersweet perhaps?? While walking I was constantly reminded of my grandparents. When I was done I went to check out. While waiting in line I sat my stuff down at a table to count my cash and WOW!! There they were!!!! Holy Moses!! There they WERE!!!! The CUPS!! I purchased all 4 for a 1 dollar!!! How exciting...

When I got back to my mom's my mother said...."Grandma wanted you to have those." I knew she did I could feel it...and as I drove home...I cried...or shall I say bawled!!

After getting home and cleaning off the cups and the gnome I started thinking. What was today?? Could it be the day my grandma passed??? No way!! That would just be too weird!! Then I dug for answers. Sure enough...Patricia Ann Waters passed away 04/04/09

I Love YOU Grandma...and Thank YOU!! Thank YOU!!

The Greatest Gift, Part 2

So...My grandpa passes due to a broken heart and now reality sits. He will never lift me up saying.."By Golly Stephers..." and scratch my face on his whiskers and I will never hear my grandma saying.."Oh John..stop that.." It is reality...people pass...but I have had a hard time understanding why them? They are my safe haven.

It is sometime in early spring 2004 when I set out for my morning Jog. I lived on the south hill in the apartments they filmed Benny and Joon on 10th and Cedar with my dear friend Sunny...so I would jog up to the hill that looks over the city...relax a bit..and then start the jog home.

This particular morning was indeed different. As I listened to my music my mood shifted very quickly...it was somber but sad. I starting thinking of my grandparents...as a I watched the cars speed down the highway...Life was in fact still moving.

I then decided to go home and get ready for work. On the jog home I looked over in a front yard and noticed they had the same gnome in their yard that my grandparents did (my grandma did beautiful ceramics..along with watercolors)..anyways..I just noticed it and it made my mind still...it made me smile. After getting ready for work I traveled my usual road to road to work...and noticed something strange. I was stuck behind a semi!! There are no semi's on Maple street!! Then it set in....It was not just any semi..but a Cash And Carry semi. My grandma worked for cash and carry for years until they moved to Anacortes, Wa in 1986. Well...I thought that was strange. I then get to work ( I work in cosmetics at Macy's) and start selling. About 2 hours into work a customer walks by with a purple ANACORTES sweatshirt on!!! WOW!! I couldn't even believe it!! I ran over to the clinique counter to tell some friends of my beautifully strange day...when I noticed I had a customer. I ran back...talked to her for a bit (she is still 5 years later one of my favorite and Best customers)...told her about my cosmetics and then upon her leaving I told her my name and asked for hers...CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? Pat...Her name was Pat. I told her all about my day and we shared a hug.

The next morning I got out my grandma's obituary and there it was!! She had passed the day prior....the day when all this stuff surrounded me. I would find out later in life that this is called synchronicity. How I will never forget that day.

The Greatest Gift, Part 1

After my grandma had past and I hadn't gotten to say goodbye. I thought about her endlessly and worried so..much about my grandpa. They livid over in Anacortes, Wa. While I was stuck here in Spokane. Anyways...one evening I had a dream I was with my grandma looking through photo albums at their house. I awoke to being in my own house without my grandma and I was just "Blue"....Then I got the phone call. My grandpa had admitted himself to the hospital and was sick. I wasn't about to take any chances. I called my girlfriend Jenna and within an hour we were ready to bear the Snoqualmie Pass in February...mind you..I didn't call my dad ;)!!!!!

After we visited my grandpa we headed back to their house. That evening I WAS looking through their photo albums (I just wish I would have known that would have been my last evening in their house). When it was time for bed Jenna and I decided we would sleep downstairs ....rather than in my usual upstairs bedroom because grandma's ashes were next to it (they wanted their ashes scatted together in the San Juan's).

After getting all snug in their bed I started hearing noises. I was so...scared I couldn't even speak. I was like a 9 year old little child with their mouth poking out of the blankets to breath. I could hear people walking around upstairs...and my mind was focusing Hard in it!!! Suddenly...these people (you could hear muffled voices) started walking down the carpeted steps downstairs where our room was. I couldn't let out a word..I was Frozen. I squeezed as close as I could to Jenna still controlling my breathes outside the blanket...when they walked in!! You could feel it. They all stood around our bed...and all I could hear was my grandma saying.."Look..there she is..it's Stephy!!" I don't remember what happened next I just remember getting up in the morning and opening the blinds to see the ocean..when Jenna looked up at me and said.."Steph..Did you get the feeling there were people standing around our bed last night??"

Jenna is not one to believe in ghosts but she will back up this story 100%!! It was the most beautiful scary thing that has ever happened in my life...and it was then I started to believe!!

Before leaving in the morning I decided to look inside some of the dresser drawers in that bedroom...and I am so...glad I did.

My parents were only married for a year when my mother was 18. So I had no pictures of me and them together...well....First I found their wedding album (which I had no idea even existed) and then I found a folder with pictures and labeled in my grandma's handwriting it said "These are for Stephy." When I opened it...I was in shock. Pictures of my mother...father and me at my grandparents old lake cabin on the Coeur d’Alene river. What a beautiful Treasure...Thank YOU grandma!!

Christmas 2007

These pictures were taken Christmas 2007. I must stress....they were in every picture with Sammy...and they obviously wanted us to know they were with her!! They not only showed up on my camera but my uncle Emory's too!! We sat all day one day and went over the Christmas pictures from the year prior...same cameras...same house..and there was nothing.

I just felt as if I wanted and needed to share these .... More Proof!!!! What do you see inside the Orb?? Animals?? I have lots of questions about these.....

I also crack up at the people that say that say it is Dust?? I have had alot of those types of comments...hahaha. There is just no..way..I HAVE seen dust Orbs..but these NO. There is way to much energy (in the coloring of them) to be dust..so PLEASE do not tell me that. It makes me think you have a head of Bricks...and that you have no idea what the true meaning of Life is.....Love.

xoxoxoxox stephy brown

Mysterious Dog

When my daughter was undergoing radiation for leukemia, I snapped a picture of her when she got home from her last dose. After uploading it on the computer I noticed what I had. This picture to me is absolutely AMAZING!! Because one, it forces you to BELIEVE!! and two, it clarified how I have felt....(I have always felt something around Sammy healing her and protecting her). Keep in mind when Sammy was diagnosed she had a white blood count of 600,000!!!!! She is a MEDICAL MYSTERY!! How could she have possibly been alive?? 98% leukemia....and Absolutely NO internal Damage?? That is UNHEARD OF..Truly!!

Does this picture PROVE that she is Truly in God's hands?? And now that our World has shifted into a more....selfish...and materialistic world...is this Proof?? It is too me...and it brings me peace.

The German Shepherd is one of 2 things. It is a Dog...protecting her...or it is a way for God to show us she is being protected....because we humans use German Shepherd's so much as protection dogs here on Earth, and the image of one next to Sam would give me some ease in knowing she IS going to be FINE!! Take the positive out of ALL this pain..and RUN!! Run..and SHARE!!

Let me know what you think??
Also..We have never owned a dog...and can you see it....It even looks to be wearing a collar...and I know some people might think it is a reflection of her dress...but open your minds people...there is NO way..and the coloring is totally Off....I see it's tongue and everything.....wow!!

xoxoxoxoxoxox